"The Thirteen"

Psychic Instruction Session Delivered by Mary Mentzel to Rowland Barkley February 1989

Part 1
We start at the beginning, don't we dear! And this would be like it in that in learning how to use the referencing of a symbol to be able to feed back information into a system. So I have this symbol of the Heart, and I'm looking at its shape and its size, whether it's warm or sticky or gaseous and if the left and the right are the same size or different.

Looking at whether you're able to love the female aspect of yourself as would be shown by looking at the left side of the Heart or the left side. Looking at the types of energy that you run through the Heart, your ability to be compatible, to be unconditional. These things are also run from this.

Then there's the sequence of having the Wings. There there's the intra-personal, the interpersonal, and the transpersonal, look-ing at how you relate to others and according to the shapes of the Wings and them standing out in different ways, gives you different kinds of information that you can look back at.

Here's the little microchip that we're putting up here, the symbol and we're going to get all this information out of this. We could choose to use any symbol and still be able to start focusing and drawing out all different kinds of information. So that's the purpose of that: learning to read through a symbol, a symbol that everyone agrees on, and in learning to match energy, which is a part of the process that you learn in the advanced program itself, of being able to match energy with other readers so that you're choosing a colour which is the best vibration for that person to be appropriately perceived from, and then all three readers would match that energy and one would be reading the heart with wings symbol and another would be reading the Chakras, and another would be the centre chair person who would tie together the information from both sides as well as what they're picking up in the Aura.

Simultaneously these three people are sitting there matching and running the same energy, so essentially they're viewing from the same room and can see the same images, pick up the same kinds of things, because they're in the same scanning space. And a control in the room then would be watching the energy coming from the person, coming from the three readers and to balance it, and if they notice at any time that any of it is ungrounded, they would focus in on grounding the energy back again or to reset colours, to keep the readers in balance, because as the reader is going along he may come up on something that sticks him and BZLTTT, they go from blue to yellow, and which would change the vibration within the whole line. So you would need to be aware of that and be able to release the image, and come back to the matching vibration. This is the line reading clinic, and it's set up for the students to learn how to work together.

The Saturday clinic is a 20 minute rolling one on one session of either a reading or a healing and a few quick questions. You prepare for that by running your energy, being grounded and the system of grounding that we use is connecting yourself into the Earth from the base of your 1st Chakra; going all the way down into the centre of the Earth, and sometimes I like to attach little crystals to different parts of the roots. Often I see this as being like a tree trunk just "voom" going down into the Earth. With that I might attach a few crystals to the sides to help me be aware of when I'm lifting my grounding and when I need to reassert myself and feel firm with it.

I also use another connection of a grounding sort, and that is from the Heart Chakra all the way up and out through the Seventh and straight on up and into the Pleiades. That's the connection that I make. I find this connection very beneficial because we are, may of us, not from this space. Often when I'm working with someone I might ask them to ground up first, because in relationship to them being able to come into present time, it might be that they're pretty far out there in space, and they're not even used to being in this body and to ground into the Earth is more alien than the aliens that they are.

In the process of getting them to ground up and make that connection into the Pleiades or the centre of this universe or into a Quasar, Orion or whatever place that you might choose, then simultaneously as that connection is made there is a line of energy coming right back down to you, and it pierces through the Twelfth and comes right on into the Crown Chakra, the Seventh.

This line of energy has a specific colour for each time you do a reading. Now today, that line of energy is gold, and it has a violet energy around it. A kind of violet hue, it's not functioning as a flame as often it does, but has a more liquid sensation to it; more like the Heavenly Bodies of Water. And then as we're connecting in with the Earth as we connect all the way in there, there's that simultaneous connection that turns back up to you, comes running the energy upwards through the feet Chakras, through along the edges of your feet, through the toes, drawing their energy in from the Earth, and today it is green.

And it just moves on up through the ankles going through all of those areas of any time past, present, or future that you may have been bound or tied, releasing those shackles, and letting the energy come upwards through the front and the back channels of the calves, going over the knees, through the front and back channels of the thighs as well as through the sides, so that you can feel the cleansing and the releasing of each cell in your body, because it's filling it with this green energy.

Then the green energy washes right straight up into the pelvic cradle and it just sort of starts swirling around again, and it proceeds to go on to each Chakra individually, swirling in, cleansing and releasing and moving upwards, just like the Nile River, going up, up, up until it reaches the 4th Chakra. Here it's connecting with this Gold and Violet Colour, and the three colours may actually mix if they may stay separate. I see that they are staying separate today, and this is to make it quite clear and to understand the energies as they come from the Earth which is symbolic of the One, and from the Heavens, which is symbolic of the Many.

And so the Many and One energies connecting into you and then moving through you, and this is the strength through which you can do an appropriate reading or healing. To bring in the healing vibration as well as to connect yourself for a reading sequence would be from the Heart Chakra, feeling the energy moving upwards through the muscles, and the front of the body and through the shoulder blades and the back, so that you're noticing the energy flow, and then it will move down through the upper arms, and through the elbows, and the forearm, and again, going through the wrist to make sure that if there's any time in the past, present or future in which you've ever been tied or bound, that you are released. And then it comes right on out through the centre of the hands, the hand Chakras, and through each of the fingertips.

You can start amping up that kind of energy for yourself and recognising where you've been using it the most; you might find that you're using most of the energy from the centre of the hand. If so, then you would want to focus on the fingertips and to have that come out more; you may find that you're mostly on the fingertips and you would want more energy to come out the centre, so that you're seeking a balance, and this is also what you're doing with the grounding connection of the energy coming up through the feet. You want it to also move around the edge of the feet and the toes, not just coming through the centre.

There are many minor Chakras all through the body and we can awaken ourselves and attune to these energies. Now as this energy is moving through the Heart and out and over and through the arms, then it's connecting you with being able to work with the healing energy. So that primarily on a healing or a reading sequence, basically the left hand receives, and the right hand sends.

However you can do both if you're ambidextrous like me, you know, they're always shifting back and forth, but my prime reading hand is the left and my prime sending hand is the right. So as this energy is now flowing smoothly, then I can pick up with my left hand the energy in your field, and it's just like a computer screen here. I've got all of this information that's going right into here, and it's going to come back and translate either through the 6th Chakra as a vision, through the 7th as something that I know, through the auditory system as something that I'm in communication with, or it may feed directly into the Heart as something I'm in affinity with.

That added grounding system of the Heart Chakra upwards assists you as you're beginning to get really those high level kinds of vibrational energies that you can hold the image even longer and sustain it, just as if you were training yourself with the EEG; you would be able to sustain being able to be in the same place for longer and longer periods of time.

As I brought forth that healing energy, I may also be able to translate it and to move it out through my right hand and to send different colours into the body in order to open it up to release different kinds of information. It may be on a clairvoyant level I'm picking up a dark shadow in some space and if I'm asking the shadow to leave and it doesn't, then I may choose to shine some purple light on it and that violet purple light would be the highest vibration that breaks down the negative energy in the space; the fastest according to Einstein, and it is true... Because there's that purple burst of energy into that shadowy space will dissipate the negative energy, and then you begin to take form about what it is; because a negative is simply an undeveloped picture. It's something that you can take into the darkroom and develop at any time that you choose, so that it releases some of the power that it has on you, and then the process of taking it through the different washes of the chemicals and things in your own processing lab; then you see that this thing that was negative becomes not necessarily a positive, but it begins to take shape and form, it may even have colour added to it so that you can identify it, and in the process of identifying it, it looses its aura of being mysterious and unknown, which is also descriptive of a negative. Then you may go into neutral at that point and choose to get rid of it.

So in the process of the classes, this is what you would be learning how to do within the same framework of what other people are also learning how to do, which sets up a role of comradery, the energy of others doing similar things, and then that space for the individual is also welcomed and encouraged, for you to begin understanding that the method in which you receive information on a knowingness level comes from a specific space of a specific spirit, or your connection with the universal is very strong, to acknowledge those kinds of things. To understand that the vision that you may see, you may be seeing in waves like heat. You may be picking different types of things going on with the organs in the body. Certainly all people do not see all things in the same ways.

And so there are different gifts within each of the gifts of the sensory perception, and then in this process you would learn how to identify your own gifts, while you're understanding that some of these things are things that you've been doing all your life and they've never been validated nor given a name to, and so you just assumed that everyone did those things, or that everyone thought that way or processed in that manner until there's a fleshing through with others who are of a similar vibration who are working in similar ways; you discover and make more clear to yourself who it is that you are.

With that process you're also doing what we call releasing matching pictures, so that if I have something with which I'm connecting in with you, I may get stuck on that matching picture. Then my responsibility is to know which picture is mine and which picture is yours, and that enables me to release it. I may choose in that process to take my picture and set it aside over here in a box, to come back to at a later time when I want to go ahead and deal with it, and may go ahead and process and work with yours, because the answer's not going to be the same, even though there might me a matching picture.

This needs to be clearly understood. People often make that mistake in the process of communication: they immediately begin identifying with the time that they had their tonsils out rather than hearing the person talk about what actually occurred with them.

This often interferes a great deal sometimes with them being able to give out appropriate information. But as you let go of those other kinds of images and know that you have a place to store them and that you can come back to them, it's not like something you have to deal with immediately, and go and work with the person, acknowledging that this person came in to work with you because you had that up in the foreground yourself.

And we attract these like energies to come into ourselves to give us opportunities to grow.

All healing is self healing.

All reading is healing.

All healing is done with colour..... what colour was that?

Now a third energy that I enjoy bringing in, and I often put it out to the class on a verbal level, is the joyous of bringing the Christ energy directly into the Heart, so that I'm running the Earth, the Cosmic, and the Christ energy as a trinity, and that's really potent. It's always necessary or appropriate, because different people relate better to different kinds of situations. Certainly having that Christ vibration being part of you is an essential in my way of viewing, not necessarily this particular school's ways of viewing, but I find it essential in my life to include that vibration. I find that it gives me a more rounded view, a broader scope of information, that it allows me to lift out of dark shadows much easier and faster. That it gives me a safety and security, that it's so warm it's just like I'm being held sometimes physically within the Father's arms, or that I'm experiencing the Shekina, the Holy Spirit, just wrapping Her wings around me.

So we have choices about what it is and the kinds of energies that we choose to work with, and as we choose that Christ vibration, then it goes through your entire sensory system and really opens for true translation what's going on. And often you'll be missing out on those kind of trivia trash pictures that people just want you to see, but it's so much easier on the body and safer to not have to bring all of that kind of information in.

To be really looking at the person on a spirit or soul level has a lot more far-reaching potential for them to make quantum leaps and get out of a sequence, than just sitting and running different kinds of psychic energy and not including that extra vibration of working with Christ. This is my personal view which differs with that of the school, although I sometimes include it sometimes in my classes, because I choose.

The best healings are done in silence because there are no words to confuse, and the being goes straight to work with the being, and the energies that are needed to move and change do....

As you're identifying these different systems it would also feasibly work back into working with Christ and the twelve disciples and looking at the different personalities that there were within the disciples and seeing those aspects of those personalities within yourself, as well as taking a very careful look at the Judas meridian as that aspect of yourself that would betray you. And sometimes we get stuck in that spot, you know that arsehole, that one that just went out there and really made a fool of himself and didn't quite get it right. That's that aspect that betrays you, that doesn't hold up to honour the whole system.

It's best to have an understanding with that Judas meridian part of you because he is also representative of the scholar, the very learned one, the most wise on an intellectual level of the group. And so it is that part of ourselves that gives us trouble at different times, but as we become more conscious of what that aspect is, then we can begin to honour it and let go of those fears that would betray us.

And then to look at Paul and his letter writing and his problems with women, and we look at Timothy or the different other thoughts of the different disciples, and how their energies were representative of a piece, a twelfth, of the Christ, and to see those aspects within ourselves, as well to be able to clear them, to have them working through in present time.

These twelve aspects may come in as different personalities. Some of them may be representatives from other lives. Some of them may have come in so that they can be released; in other words they have come in to let go, so that another may be born.

We don't always like the different aspects of ourselves as they come out and become known to us, and sometimes it's necessary for them to go; but to understand simultaneously that you don't need to drop the body in this physical realm in order to let go of a negative aspect of your personality which disturbs you; and to welcome that death because it means life: it means birth: it means an opening space for you to bring into you the next ordering of evolution within your individual universe.

I have experienced many deaths to many aspects of my personality as I began to be aware of the total picture, and acknowledging who I am and how they fit with other parts of me, and to have a more bonded union with twelve that can really work together, with me being a respectful 13 or the head that knows how to honour all parts of myself, even those parts that I don't consider to be very important (or actually the most important,) because they give me the support, the balance to make me whole.

You may choose to allow yourself to bring in these different aspects of this twelve, and call them in and ask them their name, what purpose they have, how you're going to be working together, to acknowledge that you don't have to take out the trash all the time, you can also call on another aspect of yourself; so that you're keeping yourself in tune with the rhythm.

The inventor, the scientist doesn't have time to do some things and yet there are other things that must be brought in, so he can only have so long of a piece of time, and he has to give time over here for the butler and the maid to come in, to take care of him, so that he's ready, able, and prepared to be able to continue his cycle of clear thinking.

But we need all of those parts of ourselves to be working smoothly and to not be in submission to one who says "I'm the strongest, I'm the best, I'm dominant", and take up all the time, all the blood, all the energy. To transform that so that there's more of a balance, an equal working consciousness going through all aspects of yourself, which also enables you to move forwards and backwards in time.

The more familiar you become with the other aspects of yourself, other lifetimes of experience, the easier it is to go to that lifetime by choice and pick up a crystal, or a piece of information, scroll, little something, and come back with it; read it in present time. To acknowledge yourself from that space, looking at yourself in a future lifetime, knowing that's when you were going to come back and pick it up. And smiling upon yourself as you; there in the past, reach yourself from the future, coming to collect all of yourself together. Knowing that you had totally rearranged... prearranged this... often is rearranged!

It starts setting in a tone of that vibration which is primarily the energy that I work from: the Heart, from that core central of where energy is read on a vibrational level, so that as my connection with you there as you would be in Australia could be the same as it is right now: that Heart space could be tapped into, connected, and translations of communications could go smoothly across.

And that's a comfort that we have, while we are spirits in bodies, manifesting as humans, that we can find each other's rhythms no matter where we are. It's through the Heart that you notice the vibration, the pace the rhythm of what's occurring. That's what keeps us abreast of the real news, about what's happening with life. The feelings that go through many barriers.

Then we also connect in with the eighth Chakra, which would be like a doubling of the Heart Chakra, if we choose to think of it in that way, which could also be relating back to a double helix kind of experience. There in the eight Chakra is where we have that inner communication with our Higher Self. It's right there at the crest of the Wave, that Flame that's seen above many people's heads. It is the eighth, the Higher Self is there, and has that opportunity to come right directly into the body, so that we may manifest as being beings of light, walking around in bodies.

The more times we ask for our Higher Selves to come in, all the way in to our toes, the more opportunity we get to see with the eyes of Spirit, to know the knowledge of Spirit, to hear the words of Spirit, and to speak the words that come from Spirit, as well as to feel without our hearts breaking, because Spirit is there with us.

As you bring that energy on in to the third Chakra you begin to acknowledge the power that you have by uniting, by giving the commitment to being in union with yourself, and the thrill of that ability to love, and that power to carry it through pushes the energy straight on in into the second Chakra, being able to assist you with the purging, the release of clairsentience, and all the things that it picks up and holds, so that you can feel the real essence of who you are, the "sense-of-sation", and to let that sensory aspect of yourself really function properly when it's running clear.

And as the poisons and toxins move to go directly out through the grounding cord, where they go down into the centre of the Earth, and they're cleansed and become non-toxic waste. The energy from the Second now goes straight into the first. You're cleaning out your survival issues; looking at that primal energy; the sequence of memories of each lifetime of experience, in whatever form you may have taken; all that information is stored there. These are your roots.

To really be able to see clearly without the emotional attachment, without the fear of the misuse or abuse of power, with the real consistency of love, with the adaptation of comprehension through good communication; with the vision that comes from wanting to see the truth on Solar level, and the experience of connecting the solar as one would to reach to obtain wisdom and guidance. Always remembering to be thankful for guidance that you have received, for it is through gratitude that we also release the Ego, understand the exquisiteness of being humble.... and go on living and being a part of the living God. We are his living children; we have much work to do, but it's fun work. That's why it's called the recreation of (that we are). We just sort of slurred the Word and made it recreation.